Sunday, December 20, 2009

别担心,要快乐 =)

他会没事的,别担心,有我们大家一起的祈祷,他可以很健康=)
还记得以前在NS 的时候,
可怜温和又是我最爱的婆婆,
突然在我和朋友们快乐谈天时,
姐姐打了一通电话,说婆婆已离开了人间.....
我当时顿时。。(好难形容)
只知道眼泪已夺眶而出。。
婆婆,我好想念你。。
希望你在天堂要很开心,我不会让你失望的!

欣枋,他一定会很健康。
他很疼爱你,最想看你快乐成长。
所以你要坚强,不要怕。
一起快乐面对人生,
一起开心与你公公迎战!
抛开所有的悲伤,
和家人一起支持,
让公公胜战病魔!
加油吧!
一切事别放在心上,
有stim kia(6 in 1)在你身旁,
不用怕。

要开心,要快乐,知道吗? =)

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

心声

今天一回来就有一股的冲动,想写部落格,
或许部落格可以让我把心声说出来,让心里好些吧。。

近日来,
心里真的真的好复杂。
一切事,不是变成了normal,而是越来越complicated.
要说习惯,真的好不容易。
人人常说习惯就好,就我也时常那样说。
可是如今,我了解,那是好难的事。。

有时好不了解自己,
以为自己能控制所有的在意,
以前的我并不在意那样的东西。
往往朋友说的话都是真的,
发现自己失败了,
好失败。。
好想客服它,
往往就是失败。。
真的好想把在意和妒忌这两个字,抛到好远好远的地方。
最好离我越远越好,远远的,不要再回来。。

我不是爱哭宝,
可以说从小学后,
都很少都会掉眼泪。。
除非能让我有感触的事。

近日来,自己不知不觉会掉眼泪。
或许那在意的字,往往让我的心与自己有一段的挣扎。。
或许认为自己没用,常常不能做到自己所说的承诺。。
这还算什么好男生?!!
或许怕自己会失去她。

今日,
常常听五月天的突然好想你,
不停的播,
不停的听。
或许它的歌词,
我最喜欢。

最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息
想念如果會有聲音 不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今 終於讓自己屬於 我自己
只剩眼淚 還騙不過自己
突然好想你 你會在哪裡 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲 變成兩部悲傷的電影
為什麼你 帶我走過最難忘的旅行
然後留下 最痛的紀念品

我們 那麼甜那麼美那麼相信 那麼瘋那麼熱烈的曾經
為何我們還是要奔向各算的幸福和遺憾中老去

突然好想你 你會在哪裡 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息
最怕此生 已經決心自己過 沒有你 卻又突然 聽到你的消息


往往失去,才懂得后悔,珍惜。

所有人都知道,但往往还是不珍惜。

往往真正的体验,后悔也为免太迟了。

歌词里的,

真的好希望这不是发生在我身上。


我,
现在什么都不想,
只想拥抱着天使般的肥肉,
说一声,
我心里好想说的一句话。

对不起,我爱你

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

我希望。。。

好希望她没事..
她一定可以没事的,
明天会是更棒的一天!

我努力祈祷,
希望一切会更好。
我希望。。。

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

最近

好久好久没update blog 了,或许近来的日子比较忙吧~

sem2刚开始,感觉上越来越辛苦了,压力也越来越重了....
刚得到sem1成绩,感觉上还好吧..算满意啦..不能要求太多, 感谢上天保佑大家的成绩。
总算大家的努力,换来的都是值得,为自己给个鼓励吧 =)

来了TARC, 我认识了一班好友,因为他们的出现,我人生中充满笑声,乐趣,鼓励,与支持 =)
我所得到成绩,都是他们的教导,他们精神与时间的牺牲。。再次感谢他们。。。

最近的我变了。。
变了自我疯狂,自我high..
也渐渐爱上五月天,爱上他们超棒的歌词,超吊的台风...
人生中真的充满很多挑战,快乐,悲伤。。
但我们每人都有选择的机会,去寻找自我的快乐。。
自己的快乐,真的最重要。。。
每人都有自己快乐的地方,我呢?
与喜欢的人看夕阳,在海边玩闹是我最快乐的事吧 =)

在海边呐喊,疏解我心中的不乐。。
最近的我老是爱那样。。。
把所有的悲伤,压力,呐喊给大海,让它们聆听。。。
呐喊了,重新开始,向充满挑战的人生出发,寻找自己的快乐。。。

还有一个月,快十八岁了。。
老爸老妈的伟大,把我这小子养大了。。。
快十八岁的我,虽然是少年,不受限制,但也该有成熟,男子气概的模样,
不辜负家人对我的期望!

晚了,明天有课,大家晚安 =)

Saturday, August 29, 2009

UP!!

<< "SF" LMAO! =P

UP! nice movie! laugh till dead =P


hope can watch "imagine that" =)
heard my frd said not bad XD

exam soon~ this coming thursday..
wish all ppl gd luck! Y1M72 gogogo!

hope the "NOOB" wishes come true =)

Saturday, June 6, 2009

TARC Orientation Week May18 to May 22

TARC Penang Campus, the college where i pursue my studies~
it is located at Tanjung Bungah, where is far from my house at Batu Maung. =.=
i have chosen Electronic Engineering for my course~
well, for the first week was orientation week.

hahax~ im happy that i was in San Francisco team.
There are two group which are SBS and SOT.
the groups which are under SBS used country name while under SOT used movie name.

the funny thing is when the two teams are fighting each other XD
SOT shouted,
爱的三条线,
一条线,两条线,三条线,
冷到~~
then SBS shooted them back,
爱的没创意,
三条线,两条线,一条线,
没创意! =P

爱的林志玲,
SOT, 要加油哦~

then SBS shouted,
爱的ai yer~
AI YER, GELI LO~~~~~~~~

and many more~ they are really so creative! hahax~

many events have been done during the orientation week.
SPORT competition, dancing, variety show, and many more~
great! i was amazed and enjoying it actually! XD

My San Francisco team.




guys~




After variety show and last day of orientation,




I was happy and enjoyed the orientation well =)
great job guys!
actually i have many pics to be uploaded, but now im pretty lazy.. LOL~

now i have been move to the hostel near TARC,
due to the journey to go TARC from my own house is too far! =.=
45 mins to go if im not mistaken, waste my car petrol too =.= and i hate traffic jam!
now im living with my NS friends, Yong Yi, Ping, and Rain..
They are really good =) i share room with Yong Yi.
The hostel is not bad and im living at 11th floor. the new hostel is quite convenient =) now i just walk to the school!
well, i just hope my studies go on smoothly~ =)

Friday, June 5, 2009

My National Service =)

hi! im back! XD it has been a long time i dint update my blog~
lol~ get scolded by my friends~ paiseh paiseh~

After the trip, i had been going to National Service at TASIK MERANTI,WANG KELIAN,PERLIS. There is very far from Penang =.= i took 2.30 hours to go there if we drive 120km/hour~ LOL~

In fact, that place is really nice~ the scenery is beautiful and the camp is surrounded by hills~ there is so natural and the air is pretty fresh! =P
im so lucky that our camp is the oldest and the only camp where we have to go in the camp by van. the 4km road is so narrow and if u use manual car to go there, u should have some good skills =.= if not your car will........ think yourself! XD

Im pretty happy when i was in NS camp~
i knew a lot of friends~
malay, chinese, indian, even thai!
malay treated me very well~ they always help me and take care of me when im having problems~ Actually, some Malays are really good! =)
Shah, Azlan, Are-Pit, Wafiz, A Nan, others(sry too many, i cant mention them all), and all chinese, Ah Siang, Wei Qi, Ah Seow(Lam Nua Kang) Wei Wei, Soon, Ying Wei, Eddy and others, I wont forget them 4ver! I love them! =D
I know a lot of girls inside =) All of them are really helpful and cute~ hahax~
"38帮" has been formed. im so lucky that im one of the member of them =)
they gave me lot of happiness...

I also learned many things..
I have done kawad, kembara halangan, tali tinggi( i cant even believe i did it!)and kayak =P
actually im selected to be sarjan or corporal and my competition. T.T but due to my studies, i just forget abt it. Thanks to my jurulatih, Cikgu Mie who always trained me well =)

hahax~ the funniest thing is my NS friends always played me when i was sleeping.
they always shout" Phang come liao! fast wake up!" and when i woke up, they all run away and it was only 3am~ LOL~ and 4am kena played again....all together 4 times i think~ hahax~ aiyo... tell u all la~ here i clarify again, i and Phang just good friends nia la~ dnt luan luan match me with her! As her frd, i must take care of her well ma~ XD

Ah Phang is really a good leader. She breaks our camp record! the first wirawati who has been chosen as Penghulu! hahax~ is it great? XD she has represented chinese and she has done her job well =) i think your parents and all chinese will be glad of u =) i hope u get the best pelatih in camp! i just wait! hehex~

Khidmat komuniti is a good activity. We learned a lot of things! furthermore, we can have a chance to visit Gua Kelam 2 where is really near our camp. We enjoyed playing at there and i wont forget our one day trip there! =P Actually when we went to take a bus to khidmat komuniti, we had to walk through Gua Kelam. LOL, is it special? XD

unfortunately, i have to go back to pursue my further studies at TARC.
i went home on may 8 and that day i almost cried.. LOL~
maybe i had a lot of fun inside~ the most regret thing was i havent done my M16 shooting yet..it was on may 13,14,15... haiz~

2 more days, they are coming back! NS ends soon!
i hope we can gather again after NS. hahax~
we can go to batu ferringi to have a drink! =D
waiting u all! i hope our friendship will last forever till the day of last breath =P

Lastly, i will like to say to my NS frds,

I LOVE U ALL!
我爱你们!
SAYA CINTA KAMU SEMUA!

**heihei, and i forget one thing! my Charlie team got the first in kawad competition!
YOOHOO!!!!~~~~~~~ CHARLIE arhgh~~~~ CHARLIE BOLEH!!

Kem Tasik Meranti Wang Kelian Perlis Kumpulan 2/Siri 6/Tahun 2009



ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WIRA WIRAWATI HARAPAN BANGSA..............